Monday, March 19, 2007


I have to go get an MRA done.

Apparently…my BP in my left arm is different from the BP in my right arm and both are extremely elevated.

I am sooo sick of new meds and new tests.

I seriously sat here today thinking about not taking another pill and just saying to hell with anymore tests. The pills I am on now have screwed my memory up so bad that I don’t even remember if I was worse off before I started all this treatment…I can’t imagine feeling worse. Honestly, I think I have just traded up symptoms with the added bonus of killing off my liver and pancreas.

The latest pill could turn me yellow, fat, and bald.

Lovely…I’m going to be a boil.

1 comment:

serephent said...

Hey, it's just an idea, but my Mammie is *amazing* at figuring out what is *really* going on and getting people back to human. I can't tell you how many times she has diagnosed the problem with a million specialists couldn't figure it out or how often she has proven the current DX was totally wrong, got it straightened out, and made the person whole again. Like, we had this one patient, been living with his DX for over 6 years and was just misserable, could hardly function, on pain pills every day and so on. Mom saw him once and went "no way" ordered a test, found the actual problem, sent him in for treatment and he is now pain free, feeling great and is off of the extra meds for a DX he didn't really even have! Crazy. Anyway, if you would like to write up what they say you have, all your meds, and all your symptoms I know she would be happy to look at it for you. I know you just can't seem to find any relief and I would love to see you feeling good again. I know what it's like to not even feel human.